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 | Hmm | Mar 16, '08 3:50 AM
for everyone |
Im in Adelaide.......What have I been doing here? I wonder.. Been doing a course on Nursing, an interesting course indeed. Been in Adelaide since the 9th of January, which incidently was when my course started. Im expecting my course to be in completion by the end of next year. Hopefully. What am I doing in this course? That, is an interesting question. I can give you all sorts of scenarios and ideas of why Im doing this course, but personally, all you need to know is that what I do, I do for my future. What have I been doing? Well...Aside from doing mostly theory most of the time, I do visit the Aged Care Facilities now and then, gaining some work experiance. But as of tomorrow, I shall be on my intensive placement for three weeks. It should be interesting. My classmates have all been the best. Been playing, eating, chatting with them for the past few months. Learning from them, teaching them, studying and working with them. I feel as though I have been missing something all this time..and that is you, my friends of old. Till next I see you.
Yes, it has.
My life has been tedious of late.
As my exams have ended a few weeks ago, I have only been reading and watching TV.
Awaiting the word to go to Adelaide, which will be this coming 8th of January. I will officially begin my course, supposedly on the 9th.
I wait.
I can only fathom what awaits me...
Anyways, yes, I have been absent for far too long, they are pictures to upload, videos and songs as well. And yes, pictures of me, for once, and yes, videos I actually took, for once.
When I am ready to upload, you buggers better damn well be around to look at em =P.
Till next time.
I did it! No, I did not cure cancer, What I did do though was achieve full marks on my art folio assessment in school, aka an internal assessment. Now, my teacher was quite confident in telling me that my folio was as good as it could get and told me that I did not have to add anything. Okay, any lazy bum would say, that would be the best situation possible but....I told him I wasn't worried about his assessment on my folio, I was more worried about the external assessment when auditors outside the school would come and check the folio's out. They wouldn't know me, they would not understand anything bout my artworks, so I told him, it would be better if I came during the school break to take some pictures and annotate on my work. The end on that note.
Just a few days ago, three if memory hasn't left me yet, I accidently left my beloved black hat on the train. Poof, its gone forever. You people believe in coincidence? When I went to my cousins place maybe two days after I lost me hat, my cousin passed me a hat that I had purchsed long ago and had accidently left it at their place the year before. Coincidence? Days after I lose one hat, another pops out. I nearly went all "Divine Intervention!!"
Wow....really. Wow.
Anyways, now that im in the first week of my school break, Im feeling abit lethargic...I don't want to friggin study...Hell, Id rather do my art folio work then anything else...sigh...
Stress....stress......Man its annoying..
Later bums....Ima do maybe another few minutes or hours of Psych work then head home to make some lunch..
Ah yes, the last subject for the day for me was Art. Pretty much was alittle bit of theory. The class was told that we were going to be assessed by what we were going to write that day. Pretty much we were given an article we had seen before. Some article about street art or graffiti as some say. Pretty much about how street art is evolving and being accepted by the mainstream, some popular graffiti artists like Banksy from the land of the Brits was quoted. Anyways, we had to write a point of view on that article and it was going to be assessed....In other news... After 10 minutes of writing bout that, we were shown the year 2000's art paper, the paper that I did. In the year 2006...Those bastards in the education system repeated the exact same thing! Anyways..we looked at the questions as a class again and talked about the difficulty and how to answer them. So...sometime this week I'll be bringing that paper home to do an all nighter on it... What else.......ah yes, I've been playing the same games over and over and over again lately..those being Counter Strike...Warcraft 3....Boring I know....But thats cause the people whom I have pleaded to to bring some new games to the school computers have been siting on their arse! So yeah.....Im suffering from massive boredom..In a way, that does mean I'll have time to start sprucing up my Multiply......hmmm....music anyone? Hehehe.... Till next time you meat bags!
Last Thursday(2nd Aug) I believed I had an art excursion to go to at the National Gallery of Victoria. The only thing that was wrong was that it was not for my year level, it was for a lower year level. So pretty much I made a fool of myself, Thankfully my art teacher, who was supervising that excursion understood, something to do with art students being different in the head but nonetheless I quickly made my way back to the trams, from there back to the train station and from there arrived back at school. By the time I got back to school, it was 10.15 and I had pretty much missed my first period, which was art. The second period was Geography and I was late. As I made my way to my locker to get my books, the fire alarm blarred out! It was the first time it occured out of the blue, a real alarm! As I made my way with all the other confuzzuled students to the car park/ basketball court, everyone was slow and happy that they got to get out of class early XD. Anyways, as everyone started mingling, it was released that someone had actually left their sandwich in a microwave and had left it in there for too long. So yeah, plastic and bread in heat ain't good. It pretty smoked and set off the alarm. Around 30 minutes later, the fire alarm was still on and the Fire Brigade had already arrived on the scene. The fire alarm was loud...add to that that the staff couldn't switch the damn thing off. Anyways, everyone tried to continue with class but it was impossible, so yeah, class was cut short. Booyah! And today(6th Aug) I received my results for my mid year exams. B. B. A friggin B for my Psychology. You must be kidding! I mean sure, Compared to other smart people in other schools.....I got a B? State wide, I got a friggin B.....NO!! BAD! BAD! Whats worse is that when I searched online for the previous average results for the Psych test, the average was a B+....I sucked...bad...I was below the average! Impossible! F***!!! In other news, I got back my Business Mangement SAC, no good news there either, I lost 4 marks. 16/20....Not good! Others in the class got 19! That ain't right. Serves me right anyways...I should have read the questions properly..I should have given examples..... Sigh...excuses, excuses...I'll just have to do better next time. Now is the middle of the year and I have one more chance of getting those A's that I want so badly...I must succeed...I must. I must.
Lets see...added more images.......other then that I haven't done much no? Sigh...
This is the lyrics to the song, When Sombody Loved Me, by Disney When somebody loved me
Everything was beautiful
Every hour we spent together
Lives within my heart
And when she was sad
I was there to dry her tears
And when she was happy so was i
When she loved me
Through the summer and the fall
We had each other that was all
Just she and i together like it was ment to be
And when she was lonley
I was there to comfort her
And i knew that she loved me
So the years went
By i stayed the same
But she began to drift away
I was left alone
But still i waited for the day
When she'd say i will always love you
Lonley and forgotten
I never thought she'd look my way
When she smiled at me
And held me
Just like she used to do
Like she loved me
When she loved me
When somebody loved me
Everything was beautiful
Every hour we spent together
Lives within my heart
hen she loved me. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Touching no? I cried. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- This is the lyrics for Graduation (Friends Forever), by Vitamin C | And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
We would get so excited and we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels
[1] - As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come Whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever
So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels
[Repeat 1]
La, la, la, la:
Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la:
We will still be friends forever
Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly | -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- | | A good song.
Yes, oh yes...Starcraft 2 is coming. Sure we'll have to wait a few years, but if Samwise is making some of the concept art and more information is released about the different groups, all will be well. As of yet, The've released some information about the Protoss. I must say, the new designs of the buildings and the units are starting to look more angular instead of curvey compared from starcraft. It seems that the Protoss now are more Zerg like as they have those Phase Prisms. Its similiar in a way to the Zerg Overlords. The overlords were not only able to detect invisible units, they allow more spawning of units. So now the Protoss have those Phase Prisms that not only act as transports, but are able to power up buildings and act as a mobile warp gate. Gone are the days of Dragoons...Here come the Stalkers, well, I guess its an upgrade, teleportation and stealth? Though with the loss of the Dragoon and introduction of the Stalker, we also get the Immortals, Siege Tanks with an advantage against the Terrans long range Siege Tank. The one thing I hope they still have in the game is the Protoss Carriers...those midget fighters were fun..Not to mention the Arbiter. As of yet they have not hinted whether those units will still be in play. Seriously though, if the Arbiter is lost..Where the heck are we going to get our invisibility, stasis and recall ability! On another note, I believe that with the capture of the Zerg Overmind in the previous Starcraft, I think The Terrans are definitely going to advance their Ghosts for sure. Maybe introduce the use of cyborgs as well, to give more immunity to the frigging Zerg Queen. The Goliaths and Siege Tanks are definitely going to get a big boost. Maybe more bulkier? God knows the damn Protoss bulked up with the Immortals and the friggin Colossus... Now, the Zerg, totally unpredictable...considering that I was a bad zerg player....With the overtaking of the Protoss home planet and having interacted with the Terrans leading to infested Terrans and infested Command centers...There must be an advancement no? Perhaps we'll see a combination of metal and organic. Perhaps stronger hides? Bigger and badder Ultralisks? The Zerg have always flayed about in aeriel combat, thats why they got the friggin scourge...So if the Protoss got a souped up Warp Ray and the Terrans probly souped up their Battle Cruisers, the zerg must have received an enhancement in the aeriel combat arena..Maybe a flying fortress combining the Guardian and the Devourer...Hell, how about a Zerg King? A walking behemoth with tusks the size of a full grown ultralisk and able to spew spines upwards towards fragile paper planes? Who knows..Of course, from the in-game screenshots, its good to know the humble Zergling rush is still around. The hydralisks might still be the same though, but I think a higher up metamorphosis for the lurker might be in order..Ah, now I remember, those damn zergs have to go into metamorphosis stage to upgrade....That means the zergs might be slow to advance...Hmmm, I hope we get a better deal when we start spawning the young ones! Maybe 2 hydralisks for one lil slug?! Hehe.. Its too bad a 4th race won't come around. The damn Xel'Naga had to go get their asses whooped by bugs..All we can hope for will be more terrains and maybe a weather effect. I remember how in Generals night, noon and morning played a role in the effects, like lights switching on and such. Heck, rain and clouds, hail storms..Hell, Tiberium Sun played on that! With their damn Tiberium storms which killed radar capabilities and struck random targets.. So, here's to hopes that new terrains pop up, new animals to mercilessly kill or click on to explode and new quotes to make us laugh and giggle! 
On another note, I wonder if any of you know the Korean game called Atrox, now, atrox was a Korean try at creating a RTS game that could rival Starcraft..If you google 'Atrox game', you'll get a review by some fellow, I do not agree with that reviewer. Mainly because there were some bugs in the construction of the buildings where at times the buildings just didn't power up..Or maybe it was just my copy that acted like that...but other then that, sure, the graphics was good, the sound was abit choppy...The cinematics were nearly of similiar quality of Blizzard too bad the part where you get to see the characters talk to you and tell about the story and what the up coming mission will entail, in Atrox, its done out in pure text...which was hedious. I could not find the homepage for Atrox..So tough luck on my side, I loved the concept art..But anyways, Atrox was a bad bad flop..since it did not circulate widely enough around the European countries. Anyways, in Atrox, they had a version of the Terrans called the Hominians, a version of the Zerg called the Createse, and a version of the Protoss called the Intellion. The Hominians are friggin cyborgs, the Createse are slimy organic buggers just like the zerg and the Intellion are purely robotic buggers with beam weapons similiar to the Warp Ray of the Protoss in Starcraft 2! Bleh... Anyways, if any of you have never heard of Starcraft or Atrox, I urge you to do plenty of research and make a judgement, cause seriously, those two games are way similiar. Only Starcraft rocks and Atrox is a poor imitation of the original. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I've checked around a few other websites, seems I was way off in my imagination of the possibilities in SC2....Oh well....I had my hopes set too high...
 I've uploaded a couple of the Gorillaz music tracks. You gotta love em, wierd as hell Videos..
I've reorganised a few Avatar folders, and reorganized the music folders. Hopefully I've eliminated any repetitive songs and all the songs that are too few to be in their own folder are in one big folder! So easier to listen to em all...I might be a few repeated songs in the new playlist but I'll fix it. Im going to send a letter to the support people for Multiply to see how I can permanently delete songs I've uploaded, cause I've taken a notice that the songs that I did not upload properly are still there, and what happens is that the system still retains their presence, so...voila, I've got doubles sitting in my 'songs to add to my playlist list' Abit frustrating to work around, I've even got to the point where I wrote down what I had uploaded and put into which folder to keep track, but bleh...too tiresome. So! Depending on how energetic and motivated I am, I'll revamp a few things and upload more! More!!!! MORE!!! *Chomp* Till next time. Have fun all! And don't forget to sign the guest book damn it, its easier for me to trace who frequents this damn site.
After looking at the original wallpaper folder....Its extremely outdated! Even most of the categories for the various other anime wallpapers I had are not there! So old! I scream. I thrash. I howl. No matter, I will have to make do, I will have to continue. I shall continue retrieving new walls and cutting and resizing. Until I get off my bum and start downloading anime or getting photoshop to create my own, I will have to work of other people's creations. How pitiful.... Oh well....Not to mention about music videos and songs. I've got nearly 500mb but Im too lazy to begin uploading.....Gah, the procrastination....
After looking back, it would be kind of wasteful to create a image folder every 10 images. For now I will be content with a max of 20 per folder but we'll see. I am going to begin uploading a further 10 images into the other folders that already have 10 images to even em out. To save space. Who knows, I might even let it ride out till 40 per folder. Maybe. In other news, there are really cold nites, and they are really warm days. Is this really cause of global warming? Eh, I dunno, I've never had a stance on GW, but now that I've watched a few documentaries, I now really don't give a methane enhanced crap! Well, that in itself is a stance......Anyways, if anybody needs me I'll be re-watching 'The Great Global Warming Swindle'. Its a good watch, and I recommend any person with a few neurons to spare to watch it. Its really quite fun to watch. But, since its film, and they are trying to bring out a view, they tend to I don't know, lie abit? Made by Americans, Made out of lies. Anyways, go to wiki to find more. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Great_Global_Warming_Swindle Fun fun fun...Anyways, off to class I go! Further Math....God........
What was once lost, shall be found, What was once disorganized, shall be organised, I've found my stock folder for all the images. Hopefully, after my exams I'll find the time to sort through them and upload them. I've also obtained a large number of albums and songs, so hopefully that too I'll find the time to upload, and I really really ought to start fine tuning a proper bg -.-....
On the eve of the Christmas, people everywhere ceased writing. It will be a day remembered for years to come. On the eve of Christmas, children everywhere rose up to abolish that which would lead to them doing hours of writing nonsense they would never use in adulthood. This event which happened in one night began the day before Christmas. For the adults it was like any other day but for the children, they were growing impatient for the day that they would abolish that which would be useless in their future life. As parents were running, scurrying about making last minute gift purchases, the Santa Claus men ringing their bells in tune for the poor, as all this happened, the children were doing their own things. The children were not yet ready as they were still those who were in their homes or with their parents. They had to prepare a gathering place and time to meet. Even at tender ages from 10 to 15 years old, they meticulously planned ahead. Those that had no freedom were contacted either via the internet or phone. So it began, children all over the country of Documentation, Writing and Reading began planning. Slowly, darkness engulfed the state capital of the country of Documentation, Writing and Reading. As parents everywhere went to bed in anticipation of the next day’s joy and fun, children across the state began getting out of their beds, and contacting the others. The night of Writing End was upon the world. The hours ticked by, the children began going over the plan, the plan to enter the state capitol building. Once all had been set they designated where they would meet. They did not want to attract attention from any adults awake at this time of night. They had always heard stories of bad adults skulking through the night. The children soon came to a decision to meet at a location near the state capitol building. The ‘Don’t Look Here’ square. It was the perfect location. The square was located across the road from the state capitol building. As the children began departing from their homes, they began grouping up and marched to the square. The March of the Illiterates it was called after this event. It took awhile but soon, every child in the entire capitol state of the country of Documentation, Writing and Reading was in the ‘Don’t Look Here’ square. They had not met any trouble but now came the hard part. Entering the state capitol building and abolishing writing. As the ‘Don’t Look Here’ clock tower rang out 4 times to signal 4 a.m. The children began walking to the steps of the state capitol building. They got through the doors and started walking towards the state’s senator’s room. No one was around so the children just strolled in. They knew what they were looking for and proceeded to the senator’s desk. On that desk, there was a big red button that looked like the buzzer in the show, ‘Temptation’. One of the children, who appeared to be the oldest, went forward in a lord’s pose and pressed the big red button. A loud blaring sound erupted from the air siege alarm speakers positioned around the city. The child who had pressed the big red button then proceeded to speak into the microphone located beside the big red button. The words that will be remembered forever, the words that abolished writing was, “The state capitol building has been taken over, and we hereby demand our demands are met! We demand we do not have to do anymore writing!” Just like that, writing was forever abolished in the now Read What You Have country. -This was written for my English essay folio. Last year. It was categorised as a fictional essay. I got an A.
Of developing days and developing deals,
The delicacy of life and delight,
Have ended at the rows of the pews,
Things that touched my hands in this desolate land more then gloves,
My demand of visual delectation,
My universal serial bus drive to me has been deprived,
Deficiency decreasing dependent on my shoulders,
The displeasure that I feel is diddly distinguished to the sun,
The images I desired to dispense has been lost,
One hundred steps for after you wrote,
Seventy steps for a likeness in ones self,
All lost, lost to oblivion,
Drenched in depression forever I will be.
I have gone through my current anime wallpaper files. I have plunged through the whole lot. Finding.Feeling. Editing...
I have made avatars and signatures for use...
Once I've gone through the last few folders, I will upload them all, right now, the lot stands at 141 files... There shall be more...
 ~*~Quite a bad photo because of the glare but oh well...~*~ As of late, an art competition has been started within the school which is mine. I, like many others have stepped up to take this competition with contentment as it is only for students in my school, and the prizes available are quite pleasing to the eye. First prize being 300, yes, 300 green sheets of paper, not the 300 movie which was mono-thematic. The next 3 runner ups would receive 100 green sheets of paper and the next 3 runner ups would receive, the object of my eye, an I-pod. I do not fathom what type or color the I-pod will be, but merely that I must obtain it. I wish to have this...I-pod. This invention which releases electrical messages which soothe the mind. I have longed so long....so long....so...very...long... The question you may ask, environment? Human defecation of the environment? For real? Yes, for real. The topic is about the environment. They are many ideas I have seen by others, but I have my own. Mine shall be ample. Enough to obtain me what I lust for. I shall tell briefly of what I wish to be. I wish to create an artwork centered on Nuclear power, the power choice the government Australian government wishes to take. Strange, in a land where water is scarce, one such as I would think they would understand that to build a Nuclear power plant would be to use vast amounts of water and, this being my own personal point, would boost the expansion of industries and use of power by the average Australian. Let me expand my point. I believe that with the realisation of Nuclear power, the industries will seize the momment, as they have always done, and expand. They will be fueled by this new Nuclear technology and spread and advance like piranhas on an obese person in an Amazon river. They will of course 'try' to be environmentally friendly, but at the rate of their expansion, 'trying' is nothing. Global warming will continue as planned and resources will be used to the last drop/chip/molecule. Once pristine natural areas will be invaded by the graceful steps of the industries. I've stepped past my artwork...I'll draw a mental picture for you. In the artwork, there be a lake of water, its essence being gulped by the ever present Nuclear power plant, which from its 'chimney' industrial smoke stacks rise from it. Around the Nuclear plant will be parched earth, brown and cracking. Behind, left in the shadows of the Nuclear plant is the clear clouds of nature, birds in their peaceful, ignorant lives...But move to where all the industrial vaporous waste is being released, the clouds are dark and grim. The other mountains darken in fear. A forest is nearby, and a man prepares to end the growth of a great tree. The last tree.He knows it, the tree knows it, but does the world know it... Individuals with more knowledge may know more technical things, but what I see, I see. hopefully the I-pod is within grasping reach. Okay, its a bad piece of work but bleh, Im not an artist..
Blah blah blah, boohoo for the Virginia uni students, blah blah blah, the school had it coming, blah blah blah, its like 9/11, only on a smaller scale, blah blah blah, should people half way across the world care? Blah blah blah...There are so many issues to bring up, but Im too lazy to type em all down.
Hope someone gets offended, Im having an off day -.- I need to piss someone off...
Within the next week and more, I shall be receiving and beginning the assessment tasks that will ensure my continued approving education at Hawthorn Secondary College. The few that I am expecting is my Further Maths, Art and English assessment tasks. Further Math, comprising of 7 deadly chapters gives fear to my mind. Art is but a breeze which I shall ride with a piece of cloth, and English shall be one where my bowels shall flutter and skin exfoliate.
One can only wish that the days of now would only pass by with but a glimpse so that one could get on with the emptiness that is life.
2 weeks. That is how long a mortal has as a break from school. Id use the term 'holday' but a Year 12 does not own that privilege anymore. During this Easter break I will be having a camp, as foretold by the calendar. But with this...break, one will never be free from school. Recently, I have completed the 2nd School Assessed Curriculum. Which means Im 4 SACs shy from ending this trivial assessment of my intelligence. The ending. I want it to end...
During my break, I shall be focusing on my Art SAC, which is mainly an extended text response to the wonders and challenges or art. Art. Fine art. To obtain the knowledge I need, I need the internets. I do not want books. I do not want galleries. I want the internet. Be it a lazy method, but a method it is nonetheless.
SAC matters aside. I still have to catch up on my math work. I finally obtained some energy cylinders for my graphically number crunching machine. Next would be my studies of the mind. Where I once had confidence. It has been stripped away, leaving me with words clothing me. So much. So much. I must...catch up.
Run.
From time to time I have asked myself the questions of our forefathers. Who are we? What are we? Why are we, we?
I like to use this cliche entree'. I am who I am, I was who I was, that is all there is to it. I have very few recollections of my past. As stupidity and other related non-related things happened at that time. But I have changed. Perhaps for the worse, perhaps for the better. But who I am now is a far cry from what I was before. I can cook dishes that might draw attention. Be it bad or good. In the past, I liked being liked-disabled, it granted me peace. Unfortunately, when one is surrounded by people that are interesting, it is rather hard. So I know a few people now. Doesn't make it any better though. Other people are noisy. I only wish for silent interaction. I see you, you see me. Perhaps maybe I am more Visual to audio, yet I swim in a sea of music everyday. Aside from that, it best be known that I am unclean. I can swear. I can lie. I can also probly disable someone physically. Not many people think of this, so I thought I throw in some trivialities. Just to let you know, I am capable of acts, acts that would make you scream in horror. Or perhaps ecstasy.
Choose your poison.
What I see in you. A want for interaction. To be able to use words to display ones emotion. Ones knowledge. Ones personality. I know this. You know this. But what most of all that I love. Like. Adore. Admire. Is that you have taken that extra step to read. Though. Just by reading does not mean you will understand. If you have taken that step to understand this... this ranting of battered words, then you have won my attention.
If you haven't already.
Now, recently came upon me that someone wrote about what they would like to find in a partner of life. I have seen many, heard many, and seen the destruction of many. I have also written a trifle about it. Love. Desire. What is it that attracts people... Perhaps not say people. But rather now, me. Perhaps, what I would desire is one who would not jump from one pair of pants to another. I would love she, that would love me. Just to add that satire touch. Most of all, I'll adore her for being female. Cue the drum beats. Now that, that is settled. I seem pretty simple don't I? If you thought yes, you were right. If you thought I was deep. Please take a step back and rethink. All I wish is the desire. The love. Nothing more. I demand no material things. Only the emotion. That emotion. That so many desire. I am surrounded by enough horrible emotions and material items to last me a life time. All I need. All I want. Is that drop of love. In a sea of animosity and gnashing of teeth.
Just a drop.
Now I'll take another step. Perhaps to the left. Perhaps to the right. Love. Affection. Adoration. I have read and heard that a relationship cannot be held together by mere love. They are certain trivialities that must be met. Like a kiss on the cheek. A hug. A soft caress. A whisper in the ear. Doing the dishes. Protecting. Ever caring. That, I wonder. Am I capable of such? Or more rather. Would my other be capable of such? Trivial. To live happy. To live in love. One can never know. The small things we do in life are all habits... Ingrained into our skulls. Maybe I have no authority to write on such things. I have not had love. I have not had passion. I have not had affection. So sadly. I know of these things. But I cannot visualise them. Put them in words of proper form and beauty.
One day.
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